I have the srtongest feeling lately that somewhere along the way i opened the wrong door and am not where i am supposed to be. I mean..living conditions are not ideal and its partly that.But i also feel pulled in the opposite direction that we seem to be headed. Yet i feel powerless to change anything. Or I'm just so very afraid, because when i do start to head in the direction of my heart, well, lets just say awhole lot of people are going to be in my face asking a whole lot of questions. I already get so many, and am judged on so many levels.
I really need strength to tell those that love us that i dont want to life my (our) lives the way they think we should.